I know this might sound strange, but this baby thing is still very surreal. Its hard to wrap my head around the fact that little Cole is only inches below my skin looking like a perfectly normal baby (instead of the alien he feels like). At this point he could already have my nose or Brett's eyes...it blows me away to think about. Putting together all his gear and having all his baby stuff around the house is starting to make it much more real, but I still find myself looking at it and getting excited to use it instead of being able to picture my baby in it. I'm sure this qualifies me as needing therapy.
I have to admit that I'm starting to get nervous about adjusting to life with baby, but I'm trying to be optimistic that things will go smoothly. Is it as scary as I imagine it to be? Will I really think his boogers are cute instead of totally gross? How will I know what's wrong when he's crying?

I'm gonna go ahead and add you to my "favorite blogs to stalk list" as well. Hope you and Brett are well, congratualations on your impending arrival! Very exciting.
ReplyDeleteWith love,
Julianne